Conflict of Existence
“I am just 14 billion years old, even for the old days I am so young for being sick.” Universe thought. Universe has a sickness, nothing seen in any other Darindow.
They called themselves Darindow. Darindow has no gender. It was a long time ago when another Darindow died. They don’t know what happen after death. They looked like a black cloud at the same time you could see every color inside them.
The weird thing is not its sickness, the weird thing is how it can be sick. Nobody remembers last Darindow get die or sick, since the old days. Almost nobody remembers even the old days. Universe wants to learn the meaning of existence.
“There are lots of things to do our Blanbecoyaz, everywhere is white, what do I want for more?! There is nothing more or no need for more.” Universe thought.
Their planet is a big giant white square. Their planet name is officially Blanbecoyaz. Also, there is nothing to do in Blanbecoyaz. It is absolute emptiness. Nevertheless, nothing or everything has not same meaning for Darindows, or doing nothing, maybe doing lots of things. The audiences of this book can’t be sure, how can they be? They are just subatomic particles inside one Darindow.
While Universe was thinking about the existence three centuries past. Nobody knows or remembers when the time started. Nobody knows how the time started either. A decade later Universe’s friend who called Mheyssan came to see it.
Darindows won’t talk, they don’t have mouths. They just send their thoughts to each other. They communicate through telepathy.
“So, what made you think about existence? Is it your sickness? I mean yes, it is rare being sick, but it isn’t impossible even for Darindows. Laust thought it was sick twenty billion years ago.” Mheyssan told its friend.
“Laust wasn’t sick, it thought it was sick. Also, I thought nobody knows when the last Darindow sick.”
“We still don’t know everything about us. Some even think before the old days we had more than one type. Some say we have two or even three distinct types. The purpose of existence is still a puzzle for us, even for more we do not know. Indeed, talk about is good but it’s hard to find out or impossible, Universe my friend.”
“Everything looks impossible and possible at the same time which makes there is no possibility. It’s nonsense to ascribe unlimited meaning to even a word found by limited beings, us. Otherwise, it must not be possible for there to even exist a word called impossible. I can’t even explain because I cannot explain the thing I don’t know and beyond my existence, Mheyssan.”
They thought about it for five decades. Darindows don’t get bored. Normally they have everything for themselves. For little, tiny humankind cannot understand that. They don’t have a word to describe boredom.
Mheyssan went back to its place. Soon after 3 years later Universe realized that it was not sick. Universe first thought it was sick like Laust, but it wasn’t. Henceforward we are not going to write about Darindows. The living being who can read this cannot understand Darindows anyway.
